Poetizers

Why does it all still haunt me Why do memories still taunt me It may all just be in my head Mental thoughts as if to be led To think I've not moved at all, even though I've begged To be at peace but instead My peace was merely a temporary shed Blown away by the winds of a time I've left behind Now it's found me again and I look for new signs I can only see that evil smirk as the enemy thinks of my demise Now I pray to my Lord who hath saved me time after time Why has my right to love feel more like a crime Why must I live in exile of my own feelings of my own mind Save me Lord and take me into better times I may not deserve it Lord but i kno

Sometimes we live through a horrible experience It's not easy to wrestle with personal demons In our impatience we do things we shouldn't do But even then, in the end, God always came through The things we hate, those things we do The things we'd like to do, those we can't do If Paul the apostle went through it, so will you But even then, in the end, God always came through When we  misaligned our minds from the will of the divine Sin seeped through to seduce with promises of good times Promises we paid a heavy price believing they'd be true But even then, in the end, God always came through Whether your affliction is violence, sex, or dru

Letting you go wasn't the easiest thing for me to do Even though forgetting me, seemed so easy for you Took me years in fact, but in the end I could finally see I couldn't save you, not even as the man you needed me to be I had always seen you as my little damsel in distress That as the hero, I could rescue you and well you know the rest But I couldn't be the hero, I wasn't prepared for such a test Forgive me, if instead of relieving, I may have added more stress It's been over a year since we legally separated It was a weird feeling to be both relieved and devastated But I didn't write this to reminisce, or turn back time It wasn'

As the heart aches the mouth profanes To habits and addictions we've become enslaved Our frustrations increase as our sin remains Yet in our strength no progress can be obtained Only when we are so broken, it's Him we start seeking The one whom in our suffering has been silently weeping His words never ceased as He has always been speaking We ignore that voice that has been internally preaching He sends out His faithful to testify of a love so great It is not in His nature to forsake and let you fade away He is determined to bring you back to that wonderful place That in your search to fill your heart, you lost the way Now you sit in worry

I'm not looking for sobs, I'm not looking for tears I'm praying that you'd want to transform the rest of your years That you'd make that decision that would deliver you from all of your fears And that all the confusion in your mind would be finally cleared It's been so long, but I'm still here Praying and believing that you'll let God near That one day I'd wake up to the sound of music in my ear Hearing your voice worship, singing, how Jesus changed your life after so many years I'd often ask my self Why is this so important? Why not give up the hope and just ignore it? Why feel discouraged when I hear you're still exploring? Frustrated whe

I sit here thinking of time that's past Wondering why love never lasts I could read books and countless sources And all I find is theories & pointless courses On what to expect and how it works How it gets better and how it gets worse Love is a lot of things, except easy to find I was fooled into thinking that you were mine Love is beautiful, but only when it's true But you may think it evil, when you rush into it like fools I thought the world of you But I was truly wrong You had me feeling blue Like a bitter ending in the saddest song How many I love yous were really real? How many times did you say what you really feel? A relationship as

It's obvious being alone is one of your greatest fears It's why you fall for any man who can sweet talk you in your ear You know you've been through all this ordeal before But you ignore the signs and to your heart you always open up the door It's like you don't believe you're really worth it any more Every man you've let in takes all you have  and demands more Stomps over your heart and just lets your tears pour Time for a change, you need your body and soul restored You need to look up and see there's more to your life story You need to accept the need for change and just give Him glory Submit to a greater plan, you're better off in The L

Imagine it as if it was happening today The hour was dawning in which it would be His last day Jesus, took 3 of His disciples and went out to pray As the death He'd prophesied was but a short time away He began to be filled with sorrow and became deeply distressed "My soul is exceedingly sorrowful even to death.." So strong was his distress that blood expelled as He sweat Three times He asked them to stay awake and pray but three times they slept. "Are you still sleeping and resting? Behold the hour is at hand, And the Son of Man is being betrayed into sinners' hands. Rise, let us be going. See My betrayer is at hand" The betrayer Judas arr

Humility for me was never a virtue, nor one of my strengths In vanity I lived, in vanity would have been my end Reprobate is a lifestyle, usurped into the minds of man How could we value others, when selfishness is our best friend The same tired cycle day after day Blinded in ignorance we can't see how we're enslaved We've idolized the creation and the Creator we've put away As if the creation was the source from whence we came But glory to God a plan is always in place That brings us back to the design that He originally made Living to love Him and others is the lifestyle to strive for each day Though impossible on our own to achieve, He m

You were never called to be just a simple entertainer When you have the fire of God you can be a world changer But if you end up trading God to gain the world's favor The truth is that you've placed your eternal destiny in danger Do not be conformed to the world, tempted by its temporary pleasures It's just a way to hold you back from discovering life's  true treasures You can love the world, but it'll rip you apart, becoming your oppressor But glory to God, the Lord is always willing to put you back together You can choose to entertain the world and be forgotten a few years later Or you can change the lives of total strangers, and always b